Today was an amazing success. We were able to life the spirits of a complete stranger and give some hope to her.

Even so, I am sad. Alone, in a foreign nation, a bording room, anonymous, with little resources but a goal and a mission. Right now I don't even have Happy who always kept me happy.

Hopefully this will all be over. I am one cog in a big wheel, but every little bit helps. We all have a role. Mine unfortunately will always be a road that must be traveled physically alone and with my head always on a swivel.

Democracy dies in darkness and the United States has deliberately turned off the lights. I am not the only person on an extended vacation due to not having the desire -or resources- to defend harassing litigation, just the poorest and least resourced but most well known.

I love you all Fams. In the days to come I will pull myself together but for now I am just depressed.

Good night Fams. You keep me going. You are the reason I am still in this fight and I am winning -as difficult as it is.

One day I will return.